Pt. 2 My Best Friends Boyfriend Is A Slskdjflskdjfl

You'd better take it from me, that boy is gah. Can I unapprove of a relationship? Because I take back anything I told him about how sweet he was and how I think they'd be great together. He's so rude.

So I admit, today I was being pretty annoying by telling people about John and Grace's awkward date/relationship. I only told a few (maybe 3-5) people though, but I did tell them to annoy James about it. So yes, I was being annoying, but yes, Grace did tell me to do it.

At lunch when I walked up to him and suggested a date that Grace actually wanted to do, all he said was "F*&^ off, Gen," so I turned away and gave him my middle finger.... which I never do ever.

1. I helped you so much with getting your girlfriend. I talked to her for you. I helped plan your first date when you were too lazy and unhelpful to plan with Grace. 

2. I then suggest ANOTHER opportunity for you two to get together and an opportunity for her to meet your friends.

Whatever. You suck.

My Best Friends Boyfriend Is A Slskdjflskdjfl Pt. 1

So my best friend Grace has a new boyfriend guys!! I'm super happy and excited for her..


Except her boyfriend is a total jerk.


Remember John from the beginning of the year? Yup it's him.


Even though I thought he liked me and I kind of liked him when he told me he had liked her for two years, I actually was actually really excited and supportive of their relationship at first. He was really nice to me and the way he talked about her made me wish I had a guy that liked me that much. It was really cute and I encouraged her to go out with him.

He's difficult and bad at planning so I helped plan their first date. Grace wasn't comfortable going to the movies alone with him so I agreed to "double date" with Jace (thinking about the double date is why I liked him). I said I wouldn't cockblock and I was nice and gave them both tips and stuff on what to do.

Then the date started. Grace and John wouldn't walk near each other. John barely talked to Grace before the movie. Once we went into the theater, even though he was talking constantly, he repeatedly told me to shut up because I was being too loud during the credits by talking in a normal voice. That I could deal with.

Apparently he asked Grace out during the movie and afterward she only told me that he kissed her on the forehead. Like um you're missing a little detail there hun.. I had to find out from Jace, who found out from John. Thanks Grace. I know this shouldn't bother me, but I thought she would've told me in the five minutes we had after the movie where we were all walking together. It's not like she didn't have an opportunity. Ugh.

When we went to Kmart afterwards, apparently I was cockblocking by being there near them, so me and Jace walked away. Then they followed us and I got in trouble for staring at them. Excuse me John, but you're the ones who followed us when you could've had the alone time you're dying for.

And all he did was insult me the entire night. He was never nice at all, as in total butt. He took my sweatshirt and made fun of me for being short and then kept saying I belonged in the kitchen as Jace's wife. Then he proceeded to call me stupid and blonde. Sorry John, but my middle finger is just dying to salute you and your utter sweetness.

He finally left and then Grace, Jace, and I went home.

To be continued...

Boy Problemos

So that guy I (unfortunately) kinda like is my best guy friend, Jace. He's super sweet and really cute plus he's short like me.

Here's the unfortunate part:

He doesn't date girls he's really close friends with (ex. me.). My friend Grace used to like him and he even liked her back a little, but he wouldn't date her because they were too close and he didn't want to ruin their frienship. Plus he really liked my old best friend Salene, who liked him too. He wouldn't date her either because of the whole friendship thing.

So I really wonder what would happen if I told him I like him even a tiny bit. Not that I'd be brave enough but still...

Ugh.

It's so stupid that I like you. So so so stupid. You're never going to like me back anyways..

I don't even WANT to like you. I hate that I like you, but I cant resist so whatever.



I'm going to get over you soon.

My Creeper

THE CREEPER

Name: Michael (I don't know his last name)

Age: 14 (well.. I think. He's a freshman.. like me. JOY.)

Physical Description: Short hair, huge head, slightly chubby, Asian, tall, scary.. the usual smcs (super intense math magnet program) kid creeper

Summary: I can thank John for this one. Last week on Thurday, he taught this really strange kid in our math class my name. That strange kid in our math class would be.. Michael. Michael, the lovely kid who enjoys creeping on me, decided that since me and John are the only blonde kids in our math class (it's magnet functions.. the hardest one, so not to be racist or anything, but naturally it's filled with Asians and Indians), we are married. GREAT THINKING DUDE. Anyways, my full name is Genevieve, but everyone calls me Gen. The teachers call me Genevieve though since that's what is on all their forms. IT (ugh I hate that thing) was like "John, is your girlfriends name Genevieve?" but John was ignoring him (that's a good plan by the way..) he was just like "Yeah Michael." Then, Michael started telling people in my English class everything he knew about me. Including the fact (well not really a fact since it's not and has never been true) that John is my boyfriend. Which he's not. Then, another day during math, Michael wrote ' GENEVIEVE "GEN" STILLWATER ' in his planner and SHOWED IT TO ME. Um.. creepy much? He's so weird. I'll just ask people "Do you know Michael?" and they're all like "Yeah, he's really weird." 

sometimes I really hate you John. 

Catching Up!

The first two weeks of high school were.. tolerable. I wouldn't say they were awesome and I cannot wait for Monday and I love it or anything, but I'm not totally dreading the weekend ending. Other than being really tired, its not too bad.




So, basically what's happened is:

I joined a group of girls.. They're all pretty nice, but they were friends in middle school too, so I'm the new girl. I guess sometimes they forget that I don't know the people they're talking about or to and it would be awkward if I joined the conversation. I miss being able to joke around and be crazy with my old friends. Hopefully, I'll feel more comfortable with them and break out of my shell. 

CROSS YOUR FINGERS FOR ME. 

Any ways.. All the girls from my class last year are having a sleepover in 15 hours and I cannot wait another minute. I seriously might explode with excitement. I finally get to be my crazy self instead of feeling awkward, lost, and tiny bit excluded (and quiet and BOR-ING). THANK GOD. 

I've only laughed with my new friends twice. Once was about how weird my English teacher, Ms. Kellert is, and the other was after a volleyball game last Friday. This saddens me. 

So, this was my slightly depressing diaryish post where I talk about feelings.. Look at me being my own psychiatrist. 







Is anyone else out there the new kid? Does it suck this much for you, because I'm ready to go back to my old school like tomorrow.

okay maybe mine doesnt suck THAT much but still.. I dont really like it.

First Day of School PART ONE

So this morning when my alarm went off at 

LESSONS LEARNED

http://minimalstudent.com/5-lessons-year-foreign-country/

I found this and I really like it. A lot of this is so true (especially learning a language and about the culture and stuff). I learned sooo much Spanish in Peru it wasn't even funny.. even though the Spanish I learned won't really help much in class if you get what I mean. (Unless putamadre is a vocab word or something..) 


ENJOY! 

I LOVE YOU SUMMER, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!

AHHHH SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!! I am not ready for high school. I haven't even finished my math packet yet... I should probably work on that instead of writing a blog.. But I had a pretty good last official day of summer, but trust me. Summer is NOT over until I decide its time to put away the bikinis, tank tops, flip flops, and super short shorts and take out the sweaters, leaf piles, jeans, Halloween, and HOMECOMING! 


That's another issue. HOMECOMING. ahhh god I'm not ready for fall yet. Homecoming is sort of a dating thing, but if you don't go with a date, you go with friends. The problem is.. I have none. Well, none that go to my high school anyway. 


I mean I have John and Charlie, (oooh double date) but going with a guy friend can be weird because then people think you're a couple. Plus that girl Zoe I met at orientation was really nice. But still... it will be awkward. I'm not skipping it though. I NEVER miss a party unless it sounds really reaally lame or I have to. 


DUDE, PARTIES ROCK. 


Anyways, another issue in my life.. I START HIGH SCHOOL TOMORROW. Not in two days, not next week.. TOMORROW. I still don't know what I want to wear or what I need for school supplies or how I'm gonna do my hair or aaaaaah anything. 


Please, if you're reading this.. PRAY FOR ME. Unless you're like Buddhist or atheist, then chant for me or cross your fingers. Whatever works. I 'll use ANY help I can get. 


xoxo gen